should or shouldn't I??

As times goes by...
still waiting and pondering...
trouble fuzz my head...
ego conquer my soul...
I'm stuck in the parallel time...
waiting for hope...
asking for miracle...
how I wish I could stop time...
going to distance I wan to be...
blind folded by my own selfishness...
what will happen next...
what will fall next...
still...
I keep moving on....
with a torn heart...
broken arrow...
and rusted sword...
I'll keep going on...
till the day...
the time...

kaiz 080807'