Pain and death...

2 minutes ago... a man pass away.... an hour ago he was talking to me bout how he like to climb mount kinabalu... I feel so cold... sad..... confuse diapointed... a man just left our world... now my pain is back... texting a fren asking how she is doing...

Hm I guess my grandpa is right...I always put others 1st.... yes grandpa... they are important people in my life... life will be meaningless without them... they show me love... show me hate... teach me how to grow.... walk with me... in the journey call life..... I'll protect them even if it mean my life...