infidel of love

Infidel of love indeed I'm...

zetsubou wa amai wana... tozasareta sono tobira....
kokora ga.... senjou dakara... dare nimo oshienai...
nochi sae mo... moteasobu noka.... kowarekaketa... otogi no kuni de...
mune no oku ni... hashiru itami wo... douka zutto wasurenu mama de..

yasashisa wo shinji... subete wo yurushite....
itsukushimu you ni... tada.... waka chi~atte... waka ri~atte....

Can't kept the mind at peace...

and practice what I preach...

sitting here on a bride...

counting every second every inch...

I lost to my faith...

am I?

My head is messy now...

Who come to pull me out...

no matter how hard I shout...

people just pass me by without a doubt...

hm... look up...

stare at the dark cloud...

and listen to the wolf howl...

and chanting of my heart beat pound...

tomorrow the sun will shine...

trouble shall never find....

a place to hide...

I shall clear my mind...

I won't walked away...

I won't turn my back..

because I'm Kai that's the fact...

it a stage of life which I won't act...

but to be me myself till the day I'm dead...

I shall be honest in relation,

I shall never hide a single thing,

I shall be as transparent as possible,

I shall be reasonable, responsible and reliable...

grandpa...

guide me through this...

as u guide me through those darkest hour of my sins that tarnished my parent hope...

give me the strength to fight...

bless me with serenity...

so that there shall be light...

in this turbulence storm of love...

trapped with in the realm of angel and devil; De'Angel...

Protector of the King; Aegis...

Clown and joy of the town; BudokMilo...

And problem solver; Kai...

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Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know

I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In anoother place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this

I love you
I honestly love you
I honestly love you