Living me.... abandoned love....

Another day of pain...
Losing my insanity...
Are You trying to take me away?

Why not just rip the soul out?
Are You trying to tell me something?
Honestly.... I'm in real pain...
pain in every single sel in my body...
pain in my feeling...
the feeling of being left...
the feeling of being rejected just because I'm Fat.....

what the heck...
I though love don't come in physical...
I guest I'm naive...

I'm alone in loving... loving my own self...
where the angel when I need them...

I was left...

again.....