Thursday, July 30, 2009

Today marked a bad day in my calendar. As I wake up this morning, I was very excited to go to work. So a brush of teeth, a cold icy bath, nothing can stop me from going to work. As I walk into the valley of living machines, I was shock when I notice one of my favorite animal had gone missing form my armored horse. I lost my self at the moment,it was my favorite one. My precious... It's GONE!!! Some one took it! It was kidnapped. I'm furious as my vehicle scream through the road. Enter my office with a pain in my heart and soul. I shall never forgive those who had done such unacceptable deed to me. My naked devil...please return my lil' Devil to me... My day gone by with sadness, sorrow, and mentally unstabled me,are trouble by the kidnap of my lil'devil.
it's all gone... gone... sob sob....sober........

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I'll be fine....

I'm trying to be good. to live the way I should
to concentrate on my works, to make my time occupied with whatever things...
as much as I could...
Yet, when the sun goes down...
when the street lights are on...
somehow he just happened to appear in my mind...

I'm getting okay...but on and off...
I was good for about 2 weeks...
and recently I was drown into that stupid thoughts again...
and now I'm okay again...

Life goes on...
I always remind myself of this...

I don't want to expect anything from anyone...
gotto learn to stand alone, to be more independent...
I learn to know that no matter who, we shouldnt rely on anyone...
cos when that particular person were to leave, you'll left nothing...

I'll be fine...


(Adapted from: .....him.....)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

You in ruins

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Does someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

Edited by BudokMilo
Courtesy of GreenDay