Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Will Be Flying Tomorro

I wonder...
Is this a blessing...
Keep me wondering...
Is the soul of the pass...
really wondering in this land...
we call home...

I always have that sense..
That some one watching over me...
What ever do...
What ever choice I make...
I thank them for that...

Life must go on...
I must move on...
we must stay on...
Believe in the live given...
appreciate every moment...

Friday, August 24, 2007

MY KAMPUNG LIFE


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Balik kampung..oh...oh...oh... balik kampung...

A TRIBUTE TO A FRIEND...

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美琼

Long Way To The Top

As I reach home today, been thinking, it has been a week since I drop down to my home town... It has been 3 years for me abroad... It has been 5 years since I make vow to graduate... It has been 10 years of youth... It has 17 years of studies... till this day... it has been 23 years of my life....

Tears and joy, love and hate, friends and foes (did i ever have 1?? can't remember), beauty and ugly but nice to see... (^_^).... times goes by.... and here I am, the moment which I have been waiting for. The moment I've been struggling to let my parent see...feel...witness... how to be in a hall where their son name are called to receive a scroll... a son...who was a black sheep in the family, the son who did a lot of sins... the son who once hurt his parent feelings...now graduating...

I did it all for them... never in my life I wanted to graduate... never cross my heart to ever study this far... I'm a kampung boy.... for ever will I remain who I am.....forever will not I forget where I'm from and who I am....

Thursday, August 23, 2007

爱转角

我伪装着
不露痕迹的 想在你身边
静静的陪 着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着

你往前走
不回头看了 记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲 不去害怕结果
假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口 你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我 就是我的美

心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心
我却难以将你的目光拉近

歌手:
罗志祥 专辑:爱转角 冠军

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Homeward Bound

Guns N Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine Lyrics





She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that
special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me
of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Rice with fry chicken's drumstick and soy sauce!!

suddently fee like the good'ol dayz....
where me and grandpa eat together...

white rice...
fried chicken's drumstick...
and soy sauce for me...

white rice...
fried salted dry fish...
and anchovy sauce for grandpa...

both of us like omelet egg....

it simple but delicious....
ugly but nice to see...

miss those childhood dayz...

WILL IT EVER COME

Will it ever come...
the day I graduate...
standing om the promenade...
seeking to find renegade...

will it ever come...
the day I found a partner for life...
to built my magnificent hive...
where there's not shy nor lie...

will it ever come...
when the day I make mum and dad really proud...
then I can cry out loud...
there will only be sun shine, no cloud......

will it ever come...
will it ever come...
will it ever come...

as i ponder and wonder...
a word stuck in my head...
which was spoken by me all the time...
FUTURE ARE NOT TO BE CHANGE...
FUTURE ARE TO BE BUILT...
CREATE...

一个人走

一个人走
作词:余天龙/瑞业 作曲:余天龙 
编曲:余天龙 演唱:余天龙

夕阳斜照的角度 
眼前的路看不清楚 
闪亮中带点冷酷
还听到风的速度 
只是现在我想逃出
回到爱你的最初
后视镜里灯火夜色在对抗 
再看不见你转过身的悲伤
该不该放手如果这一切已到尽头
要离开你一个人走 
风在背后 没有你飞不远
要离开你一个人走 
我不回头想忘记你的脸忘不掉的脸
要离开你一个人走
风在背后没有你飞不远
要离开你一个人走 
我不回头假装你在身边
一直到永远就算世界末日那天 
也不能停止我的坚决
怎能让你一个人走 
现在以后我不愿飞太远
怎能让你一个人走 
如果从头你还在心里面
爱在心里面.....

Friday, August 10, 2007

Condolence to a friend

In memory of a friend
you brought me up from darkness to light,
u help me see when my vision are out of sight,
stand by me when no one by my side...
I wanna thankyou for every thing u thought me,
I acknowledge you for turning a devil to man,
I am in my deepest hollow for your journey,
a sudden indeed it was...
now wind but a sudden storm...
no lightning but s sudden thunder...
goodbye...
My friend...
In Memory of a Friend 080807'

my graduation.

MY GRADUATION
Will it ever come thiz year??
Will i ever see light in my parent eye??
Will I ever see smile in their faces??
I never wanted thiz for myself...
I come all thiz way for em'...
Hoping they would be here...
juz like other parent...
now it's like tangled on a string...
like self spinning redemption....

Thursday, August 9, 2007

My Bad...

Numbness flowing over my head...
Feeling of guilt roaming in my heart...

I lost my sense of humanity...
I lost my appearance of human being...

clouded by darkness...
flooded by despair...

I have torn myself apart...
let myself drown in river of tears...

I let myself lost to my ego...
I turns my back on the light...

tears won't flow...
cigar won't burn...
liquor won't dry...
my pain won't die...


...............................................................................................................................
Its so damn troublesome being a good guy............

how i wish i could kick ppl ass and not feeling guilty....
how i wish i could hurt ppl heart and don't have to feel bad...
how i wish i juz don't have to takecare of any thing n live with nothing...
which i do best....
.................................................................................................................................


BUT WAT EVER IT IS...
I AM WHO I AM...
I'M A FREE, RESPONSIBLE AND A CARING MAN. (LP87)

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

should or shouldn't I??









As times goes by...
still waiting and pondering...
trouble fuzz my head...
ego conquer my soul...
I'm stuck in the parallel time...
waiting for hope...
asking for miracle...
how I wish I could stop time...
going to distance I wan to be...
blind folded by my own selfishness...
what will happen next...
what will fall next...
still...
I keep moving on....
with a torn heart...
broken arrow...
and rusted sword...
I'll keep going on...
till the day...
the time...

kaiz 080807'

Sunday, August 5, 2007


This is BudokMilo's Style:

http://budokmilo.blogspot.com/

Gazing and Dazzling
Complicated
Weird and HairWired
most importand
UGLY BUT NICE TO SEE

CRIMSON LOVE

THOUSAND OF BLADE SHATERED INTO PIECES...
SLICE THROUGH MY THIN FLASH SKIN...

PIERCE INTO MY HEART...
BLEED MY SOUL...

ALL COUSE OF A SINGLE WORD...

WHICH NO IDEA HAVE I THOUGH ABOUT IT....
WHICH CARRY THOUSAND MEANING...
THAT TAKE ONE TO NO MAN LAND...

MY SPIRIT CRIES...
MY EYE BLINDS...
MY HEART STOP...
MY WORLD TURN UPSIDE DOWN...

LEFT MY EARS...

LISTEN TO SCREMING OF THE LEADS GUITAR...
BUSTING SOUND OF A SOLO DRAM...
SWEET TUNE OF THE PIANO...
MELODIC VOICE OF LAUGHING CHILDREN...

I RISE UP ON MY BOTH FEET...
LET THE WIND BLOW MY HAIR...
DUST CRASH TO MY FACE...

AS I RISE MY SWORD...
A LONG GONE RAVE...
NAMED AEGIS...
AEGIS KAI....
SHIELD OF WORLD....
PROTECTOR OF BEINGS...

I SCREAM OUT MY NAME...
OOI LENG KAI....
PEACE WARM WORLD....

MY BODY SCREEM IN PAIN AS I RUN...
RAIN OF TEARS FALLING FROM MY EYE...
WATERFALLS OF BLOOD FLOWING OUT OF MY BODY...
I CHARGE TOWARDS THE END OF LINE...

MAY BE...

EVERY THING STOP

Before HE become a MAN

Before He Became A Man... He Was A Boy...

As the story goes...
Inside the mother's womb...
A life was formed...
A baby was born...
It was a HE...
He was given name...
As he grows...
His name grows too...
In the eye of the beholder...
In the ear of the listener...
On the path of the pathfinders...

Step by step he take...
Slowly climbing the stairs way to da moon...
starting out on a journey...
he will never knew the end...
And life is a road and he wanna keep on going....

falling rain and bursting storm...
he keep on moving...
fire of hell and lightning from the sky...
will not burn his path...

the path...
the journey...
the way...
to become a MAN......

LOST

trapped in a place unknown....
finding my way home...
abandon by those who i know...
forgotten by those who i love...

captured by the hollow and sorrow...
no longer tears nor moan...
in the dark night where the wolf howl...
shivered in my cloth of skin...

remembering that day where the was hope...
I hold myself as tight as rope...
If that day would ever come...
then from here I'll be gone...

In Relation With Older Woman?!

may sound kinda wierd...
so wat...
why should I be discriminate bout age...
I probably don't know everything about her...
yet, out of a hundred million people...
I found her...
I mean wassup with d'world??
we are all human...
same air we breath...
same land step on...
why hate each other...
why causing so much pain...
can't juz we live happily with each other...

Cross Road


Cross Road



I walk on a stranger land,
with no family & no friends...

I cross the sea & touch the sand,
to find myself with no hope or plan...

I look into the dark gloomy night,
I saw the moon shine so bright...

Its reminds me of my place of birth,
where the moon shines the surface of the
earth...

It sparked my soul to keep on grow,
until the day I achieve my goal...