Life is beautiful...

Life is beautiful...
We love until we die...
When you run into my arms...
We steal a perfect moment....
Let the monsters see you smile...
Let them see you smiling....
It's amazing where I'm standing...
There's a lot that we can give....
This is ours just for the moment...
This is ours just for this life time...

The "umph..." and the "hmph..."

I'm practically insane... but theoretically sane...

cousin's wedding went well... every thing go smoothly... to bad no photo take when I'm in my tuxedo...

anyway the pressure are getting higher... financially... as long as my family leave healthy and happy... that enough for me...

yet still in this life there are no perfection even I'm trying my best to achieve the perfection... people still look down at me... people still think of me as week... haiz... look any where you like just don't look at my buttock.... you will fall in love with it...hahaha.... well I'm proud of what I do.. yet there are some who think it is nothing to them... to them as long as they get their things done, they get paid, that's it...because to them, THEY are more important...THEY wanna out shine, it's never about them bringing out the best of others...

Again... I would like to thank my grand pa... my principal...who had done no less to bring out the best of me...

WORLD, you'll see one day, people will not be talking about who Ooi Leng Kai is... but they will be talking about who he had taught to shine and undertake this world to one peace and harmonious place....

No offense is just a though...

By: NOFX

I've no consideration,
Zero mutual respect...
For billions who suffer from...
Rational thought neglect...
I don't wanna waste a sentence,
I don't want a "convert"-sation
That's gonna end in disdain, disbelief and aggravation...

And I find it's getting harder to hang out...
With grown adults who actually believe..
In Santa Claus and Noah's Ark...
And that their god is the best...
My distaste has turned into detest...

Who would read a 2000 year old medical journal...
Techniques for bloodletting, advice on Trichinosis...
Would you navigate the globe,
with a map of a flat earth?
Without DNA testing?
Would you believe virgin birth?

And I find it's getting painful to put up...
With grown adults who actually believe...
In Unicorns and Creation, and God always takes their side...
That's when my innocent jabbing turns snide...

Thank God for the Grammy?
Thank God for the touchdown?
Thank God for blowing up the enemy's sacred ground?

So how am I supposed to take?
Anything you say seriously?
When you've swapped free will for faith, hope and pre-destiny...

And it's getting agonizing to hang out...
With grown adults who actually believe...
Mythology and history, trump physics and science...
My aversion has turned to abhorrence...

by:NOFX

Realm Dweller

I'm bak in black...
Was chatting some of the elder in my family...

suddenly we talk about human nature...
no matter who we are where we are from...
we are born evil...
we are born with jealousy...
we are born with evil though...
the desire... lust... and greed....

but one nature with separates up from the animal...
it is called "conscious"...

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Tuesday,
HERS magazine organized an urban photographer award...
I "was" one of the award receiver...
but I was unable to get my model to come along...
so in the end I was forfeited....
well at least I know my art are appreciated... :)
and I have a great time with my friends n love one.... (>.<)
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Trembling

Well what ever is in the past, I shall take it as lesson. I forgive even it's hard to forget. I shall learn to learn.
what I wan to achieve:

1) Get a new house by september
2) Composing Training in July
3) ADE in two years, before 2012
4) My own mini digital art studio before october
5) Clear some of my debt within this year
6) nice relaxing vacation with love one

Okay let's work for it.

Missunderstood.

Gosh, I get really really upset today...
I feel like being nice to some one doesn't wort at all...
May be toward me every one have this kind of perception I guess...
I keep on asking myself is all the kindness worth it?

well I have my answer...
I'm a stubborn person...
I will still do good to every one...
even thou the world might turn on me....

but I just dunno why... today it seems different...
I reacted... and felt it the other way around...

I mean I have to ask another friend to call up this *****...
to know if he/she is going...
Yet the next freaking day scold me like my time is not as equally important as his/hers...
ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!

Haiz... but life suck if I'm living in a world full of grudge...
SO... If u are out there I'm sorry if I really "menyusahkan" u...
And I have forgive what ever u did that upset me...

I guess i dun have enough rest....
that's why the mental state is unstable...
gosh...
Common it's holiday!!!!

cheer up dude!!!

Faithfully...

Of all the people in the world you choose me...
you took me right out of the blue and into the glee...
when no one care, the one who lean hand was you...

Life pushed me down, yet I choose to get back up...
Because you make a difference and it's no luck...
Your patient lighten me up...
Even when the world think that I'm **** up...

And loving a music man like me...
Ain't always what it's supposed to be...
Yet, you stand by me...

Through space and time...
Always another show...
Wondering where I am...
Lost without you...

And being apart...
Ain't easy on this love...
Two strangers learn to fall in love again...
I get the joy of rediscovering you...

Yet you....
You stand by me
I'm forever yours....
Faithfully....

Freedom

Just because people choose not to like me...
Doesn't mean that I have to choose to hate them too...

Just because I fail to do what I wan...
Doesn't mean that I have to stop pursuit what I wan...

I'm the one controlling the environment surround me...
I have the power to empower others and see them grow....

I saw a breakup in my work...
doesn't mean that I can't falling in love with it again...

I create those chances that I have...

I'm a free, responsible and a caring man...

yes some times I ain't get no satisfaction....

Yes sometime I get a raindrops falling in my head...

but hey look at the bright sight of my world...

I have such a supportive friends at work...

Such a loving family...

I HAVE WHAT I HAVE... AND I AM THANKFUL FOR I HAVE IT... AND I AIN"T GONNA GIVE UP!

Each loving day....

"I realise how lucky I'm... when my life is at the end of the hook"
"I have a wonderful life... I only notice this when I lost it..."
"You have done a lot for me... I'm happy that I get to fall in love with you again for the second time..."

what the heck!!

just let me put this in a simple understandable english....

we are alive... we appreciate the life that we have lah!
have what I have now... because that is what I work for...
love every single living things around me coz when one's gone... seriously I'll gonna miss it....

no need to be philosophical...

life is simple... dun MAKE life complicated... coz that's wat I'm gonna get..
complicated simplicity....
so live life cool!

Road To Prediction

Today a vision come to me again... I really dun like it when there are flashes going on in my mind showing me a scratch of the future... I try not to believe it's true... but yet... most of it happened...and I can't prevent it...live with it...it is so painful...

Gotta learn to let go... and live my life every second that I have! how much time left?

Outcast...

it’s my home, all I have known...
Where I got grown, streets I would roam...
But out of the darkness, I came the farthest..
Among the hardest survival...

Learn from these streets, it can be bleak...
Except no defeat, surrender retreat...
So I'm struggling, fighting to eat...
and I'm wondering when I’ll be free...
So patiently I wait, for that fateful day...