Journey I call life....

It has been a while now since I started to generate my though again. As time seems to goes by swiftly. A blink of an eye it al most the end of the year. My oh my. Life... Well let see what I have learn through my experience for the whole year. I have learn that changes is a choice. It just the matter of chosing it of just let it be. Leaving a place is difficult when it has been a second home to me. The tendacy to leave a place is very hight if there a conflict occour in the place.

I make a living by what I get, I make a life by what I give. Every day of my life is precious, every minutes are vital, every second tell me every thing. I choose to be present, to be here, where I am. The moment is now or never. reather then asking "why", I ask "why not". Never give up or back down. World is a better place to live nad it all begins with me. It is how I see thing that matter not how I judge. Every one is a friend big small tall fat thin.

To many mind will always clouded my though, blinded my sight, numb my movement. Lfe is a games...I'm either a player...a coach...or a spectator....

This is me, my life.....

my art

Happy Mid Autumn Festival

Year come by and gone easily...
Age grow old and older we will be...
Life are shorter swallow by time...
It's time to be remind...
Of the those that left us behind...
Such a beautiful world we living in...
Appreciate it we must...
To give love and trust...

Life goes on as it never end...
Generations pass by...
With a different trend...
So long to the pass...
Welcoming the future...

Will there be any...
If we keep on taking....
Burning all that's in our path...
Destroy all with obstruct our way...
Faded, all life now gone...
No more for the future...

Breaking the habit...
And remove the the curse...
Unseal what conceal...

Hepi Mid Autumn Festival 2 u...

Jan lupe cube Mooncake berperise Milo...

Sweet Child O' Mine

Sweet child o' mine...
when ever you wanna break down and cry...

I'll take you to that special place...
Full of night embrace, light of grace...

When the thunder storm struck down to earth...
The shield of protection will be love...

Tear of joy shall always be you yours...
Be me the one who's lost...

Shatered green all over the pane of grass...
That, will be how far the feeling will last...

-Kai 15Aug2008-

Mastery of Life

"The tragedy of live...
is not that it ends so soon...
but that I wait so long to begin it..."

All the while, been wondering what does becoming a master mean...
but often forget the root of trees...
what a master, master...

In martial art, been I've wondering why my coaches, trainer, sifu, teacher...
are often known as a master to me...
then I begin to realize...
a master of the martial art known very well of the basic...
not only knowing it...
they are living it...
practicing it...
and sharing it...
again and again...
even when they have "master" it..
colour of the belt never seem to be the measurement...

a Teacher in school is the master of the subject he or she teach...
knowing well of the foundation...
being able to present and explain to the student...
practicing the knowledge again and again... drilling it...

same goes to other field...

but what about the Mastery of Life...

verse of the masters

Work and play are words used to describe the same thing under different conditions



Honest differences are often a healthy sign of progress



Whether you think you can or you can’t…. either way u are right



The treagedy of live is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.



Play is the higher form of research



We make living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give



Yesterday is already a dream and tomorrow is a vision….

But today mmakes yesterday a dream of happiness and every day tomorrow a dream of hope….



People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing



Life is what happens when u are busy making other plans



Generosity is giving more than you can

And pride is taking less then you need



Life is not measure by the number of breath we take, but by the moment that take our breath away..



A real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.



Tell me and I’ll forgot; show me and I’ll remember and I may remember; involve me and I’ll understand



Regards,

OOI LENG KAI

Here In my Home2

HERE IN MY HOME

HERE IN MY HOME
Hold on brother hold on
The road is long. We’re on stony ground
But I’m strong. You ain’t heavy
Oh there’s a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don’t bind, oh no.
What do they know? They speak falsely.
Chorus:
Here in my home
I’ll tell you what its all about
There’s just one hope here in my heart
One Love undivided
That’s what it’s all about
Please won’t you fall in one by one by one [with me]?
Push back sister won’t you push back?
Love won’t wait. Just keep pushing on.
Yes I’m strong. You ain’t heavy.
Oh don’t you worry about that…
What we have the shadows can’t deny
Don’t you know it’s now or never?
Rap:
[Malay: TRANSLATED]
Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion
[Chinese: TRANSLATED]
Hand in hand we’ll march like blood brothers
I speak for my people hope we’ll find peace forever
[Tamil: TRANSLATED]
May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed
[English]
So I will let it be known yes I feel it in my bones
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!

- Words & Music by Pete Teo featuring rap by KLG Sqwad &
Altimet. copr Redbag Music 2008. All Rights Reserved -

Useful quotes

1. Life has three aspects: Paradox, Humour, and Change.

2. Paradox: Life is a mystery; don't waste time figuring it out.

3. Humor: Keep a sense of humour, especially about yourself. It is a strength beyond all measure

4. Change: Know that nothing stays the same.

5. There is never nothing going on. There are no ordinary moments.

6. This moment: The past and the future do not matter; all that matters is now, this moment.

7. It's not the destination that brings happiness, but the journey.

8. Take out the trash from what's inside your head.

9. Empty your mind.

10. Everything has a purpose, even this, and it's up to you to find it.

11. A warrior does not give up what he loves, he finds the love in what he does.

12. I call myself a Peaceful Warrior... because the battles we fight are on the inside.

13. A warrior is not about perfection or victory or invulnerability. He's about absolute vulnerability.

14. There is no starting or stopping - only doing.

15. There's no greater purpose than service to others.

16. Everyone wants to tell you what to do and what's good for you. They don't want you to find your own answers, they want you to believe theirs.

17. I want you to stop gathering information from the outside and start gathering it from the inside.

18. People are not their thoughts, they think they are, and it brings them all kinds of sadness.

19. Death isn't sad. The sad thing is: most people don't live at all.

20. What time is it? Now.

Memorable quotes for Peaceful Warrior

Everything has a purpose, even this, and it's up to you to find it..

A warrior does not give up what he loves, he finds the love in what he does

I call myself a Peaceful Warrior... because the battles we fight are on the inside

The journey is what brings us happiness not the destination

The ones who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most

A warrior is not about perfection or victory or invulnerability. He's about absolute vulnerability

There is no starting or stopping - only doing.

There are no ordinary moments.

It's the journey, not the destination.

There's no greater purpose than service to others.

People are not theirs thoughts, they think they are, and it brings them all kinds of sadness

Dan Millman: Life has just three rules?
Socrates: And you already know them...
Dan Millman: Paradox, humour, and change.
Socrates: Paradox...
Dan Millman: Life is a mystery. Don't waste time trying to figure it out.
Socrates: Humour...
Dan Millman: Keep a sense of humour, especially about yourself. It is a strength beyond all measure.
Socrates: Change...
Dan Millman: Know that nothing stays the same.

Death isn't sad. The sad thing is: most people don't live at all.



Hillel:
"If I am not for myself,
who will be for me?
And when I am for myself,
what am 'I'?
And if not now, when?"

My Life

My life is not measured by the number of breath I take,
but by the moment that take my breath away....

It's not the days in my life,
but the life in my days that counts...

Adapted...

Kaiz

Strictly for Matured Malaysian

Tell me, what make you and me different?

Why must we chose a ruler base on the composition of the population? Why can we just accept or at least give every one a chance to lead. Racism, racism,racism!! We Malaysian tell the world that we are a united country free of racism. Bullsh*t!! It's all a lie we tell out sider! "Oh... we Malay are the majority we shall have the majority composition in the government....oh Indian are the fewest so they can just take 1 or 2....".What the hell with all of this sh*t! We told the world about unity, on the other hand we talk about COMPOSITION, RATIO and what so ever! Grow up Malaysian!

We are all Malaysian!!! Believe in each other, trust in each other, help each other... we are all human race. For the sake of human race think Malaysian!

Sometime it make me mad thinking about it. In Islam it self tell us to stick together and work as 1 unit. In the Christian, said that every one are brother. In Buddhism tell us about nothingness no gender, no colour and no race when we die. We are just a source of energy where every single one of us are the same. No heaven, no hell... just a force wondering every where.

Pick this one up from a song by Adi Adrian
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Andai tiada lagi
Rasa dusta atau curiga
Andaikan iri hati
Hilang tanpa terasa
Andai segala dendam menghilang
Tiada musuh di dunia
Andaikan menang dan kalah
Bukan lagi sebuah masalah
Pasti terasa indah
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What if
There no more lie and suspicious
What if jealousy
Are gone just like that
What if the avenging feeling are all disappear
There will be no more enemy
What if winning and losing is no longer a problem
it would be lovely
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L'ARK

"This life, this place, miss used, mistake..."

Taken from the song "Far Away" by Nickleback. Remind me of a reflection.
The mirror of my life. This life, this place, miss used, mistake?
Am I not living my life, I mean hey, I'm still breathing.
This place, the tremendous place we called home...planet earth.
Am I misused the privileges that this world had offer?
Am I mistakenly understood the meaning of life?

Who the *tut* am I to play small in this place called earth.
There are more then meet the eye thing that I can do to make this world a better place.
Is not just about talking, and muttering and play small.
1 tiny lil' bitsy can wrock thiz worldz from space to ground.
All it need and take are actions.....

Can I change the direction of the earth??

yes, by 1 Act of Random Kindness.... like what Noah did. Build an ARK. We in the modern world build the Act of Random Kindness! this is our ARK to save the world..

Kai

Family come first

I have been walking in this long and winding road for the past few week. much up and down have befall upon me. But me, I still stand on firm.Heart of a lion and soul of the free flying eagle, soaring in the sky. Come to think about it, I don't know whether the decision that I will make is the right one. But as I always believe, life is about making decision and take owner ship on it.

It had been a stressful week for me. Being black mailed, nerve attack, overloaded work, just don't wan to think about work any more. I just wan to do something I like. I wan to sing my heart and soul out, share my vision of a greater world with every living person in this earth.

There's no need for differences to unify between us. There no need for distance to make us closer. There no need for choices to a make a decision.

Aku hanya penumpang dunia...

Hari ini 17hb March...
Umur ku kian meningkat...
Usia ku makin berlalu...
Apakah tujuanku...
Apakah erti hidupku...
Apakah tujuanku...
Kemanakah halatujuku...

Musim membujur berlalu...
Hidupku kian hari kian tiba digarisan penamat...
Ku tanya impian ku jumpa halangan...
Ku cari kenyataan ku jumpa khayalan...

Ramai insan perlukan bantuan...
Dimakah sumbangan ku kepada meraka...
Atau aku hanya seorang penakut...
Yang berangapan dirinya kecil tiada kuasa...

Walaupun saya insan biasa...
Jiwa ku tegar tetapi ku was-was...
Api menyala membakar jiwa ku...
Berkobar-kobar hati ku...
Tidak ku ingin melihat dunia ku hancur di tangan manusia...

HIDUP PUN INDAH

Andaikan air mata
Takkan pernah terjatuh lagi
Dan cemburu dalam hati
Takkan mungkin terjadi
Andaikan semua Kisah cinta
Selalu berakhir bahagia
Tiada sedih dan kecewa
Tiada risau dan gundah
Pastiterasa indah
Bila saja kulit wajah
Terlihat serupa cantiknya
Dan, bunga terus mewangi
Senantiasa mekar merekah
Bila saja kita semua
Terlahir elok dan sempurna
Takkan sakit dan terluka
Takkan buruk slamanya
Pasti.terlihat indah
Dan bayangkan tangan kami
Slalu berjabat mesra
Dan bayangkan semua hati
Slalu terasa hangatnya
Dan bayangkan mimpi ini
Mampu menjadi nyata
Semua menjadi indah(hidup terasa indah)
Semua menyanyi
Senandung kasihKita nyanyikanLagu terindah
Andai tiada lagi
Rasa dusta atau curiga
Andaikan iri hati
Hilang tanpa terasa
Andai segala dendam menghilang
Tiada musuh di dunia
Andaikan menang dan kalah
Bukan lagi sebuah masalah
Pasti terasa indah

Slip Out Of My Life...

I don't know since when I changed to such a cold-hearted guy.
I have to warm this frozen icy lonely heart to thaw.
I like being wrapped with warmmness more than anything else for sure.
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy.

I let myself down that I'm more cruel than I thought I would be.
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul.
I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time.
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole.

Sorrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations.
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once.
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance.


Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared, to death.
And I'm scared to keep on going on my way.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared, to death.
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end.

Recalling my torn broken, aching heart of these long days.
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps.
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure to me.
And I take all and grin at my future on the way.


I don't give my heart to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time.
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole.

adapted from BECK : Mongolian Chop Squad

Valentine Day, My Silent Night

I can hear the clock ticking on the walls,

My washing machine spinning at the back,

My fan blowing wind of dusk,

My eye are keep on the monitor,

As my hand are typing words,

which I can't barely understand the meaning of VALENTINE...

As I joke around with this word the whole day...

now the joke are playing back on me...

laughing at my lonesome soul...

carving for my drink of "milo"...

hunger for the cup of "maggie mee"...

on my leg a pair of imported wear...

they called it "selipar jipon"...

with my "kain" sarong tight on my hip...

what a VALENTINE day....

zetsubou wa amai wana tozasareta sono tobira kokora ga senjou dakara dare nimo oshienai

Despair is an alluring trap, a door that shuts you in. My heart is a battlefield, so I can't tell anyone.

zenmai no shinzou ga unmei ni ayatsurare buriki no heitaitachi wa satsuriku wo hajimeru

Their clockwork hearts are manipulated by destiny, The tin-plate soldiers begin their massacre.

inochi sae mo moteasobu noka kowarekaketa otogi no kuni de mune no oku ni hashiru itami wo douka zutto wasurenu mama de

Are lives playthings too, in this crumbling fairy tale kingdom? Please, don't ever forget the pain that runs deep in your heart.

yokubou wa doku ringo te ni ireta mono wa nani? mirai no kodomotachi eto nokoseru mono wa nani?

Desire is a poisoned apple. What is it that you have obtained? What are we going to pass on to the children of tomorrow?

ai wo shirazu yureru yurikago moetsukiteku nemuri no mori de tomo ni ikiru yorokobi sae mo kieteshimau tooku

The rocking cradle that knows not love, in this sleeping forest as it burns to the ground, You are so distant that even the joy of being alive with you is disappearing.

yasashisa wo shinji subete wo yurushite itsukushimu you ni tada wakachiatte wakariatte

Believe in kindness and forgive everything. Share with others, understand each other, so that we may learn to love.

inochi sae mo moteasobu noka kowarekaketa otogi no kuni de mune no oku ni hashiru itami wo douka zutto wasurenu mama de

Are lives playthings too, in this crumbling fairy tale kingdom? Please, don't ever forget the pain that runs deep in your heart.

ai wo shirazu yureru yurikago naze bokura wa umareta no darou haruka kanata inori no you na komoriuta ga hibiku

The rocking cradle that knows not love, why were we born into this world? In faraway lands, the prayer-like lullaby resounds.

yasashisa wo shinji subete wo yurushite itsukushimu you ni tada wakachiatte wakariatte

Believe in kindness and forgive everything. Share with others, understand each other, so that we may learn to love. Wana 罠 (Trap) by THE BACK HORN from Gundam 00 (1st ED)

Insecurity

Lately been having strange dream, about the future. The state of my mind at that time is as clear as a crystal. Still, my ego in me keep shutting me down from believing it, for chasing after it, and go for it. The uncertainties keep hunting me. Clouded and faded my conscious mind from processing it. Reminds me of the training I have gone true about realizing my dreams. As the coached me "Dream will only be dream if I do nothing about it".

It still in my head, the sound of cheering and voices of those who will be at my back if ever I would fall. Even thou I realize all of this, fear and self righteousness overwhelming my though. Day after day I told myself of the different I could made, utter it day by day "I'm a free, responsible and a caring man!". The state of my mind is no longer the same that it was last time. The conscious are beating me day by day yelling at me say "what is you purpose of living anyway?". "I you wan to start some thing you better do it now!".

Choice?! What about it anyway that make my life as it is? The life that I'm living in now is the result of the choice that I have made in the past. The choice that I will be making now will make tomorrow a different. Will I made "that" choice? The choice that will bring a difference to the world I'm living in?

People say "go out and make that choice!", my coward heart care so much, so much that I melted my own stone cold tough heart and stay put in my cave with all the "safety tools". As I remember, that is how I was brought up. Play with the "safe stuff". Safe...

It's a complicated simplicity situation, but the fix mind of my and the chronology of my life turn the "safe" into a back door, way out, avoidance, exit and escape from my responsibilities. Such a coward I am. Step up! It's now or never. It's never too late, but why not now! Do it do it Now!!!!