Wow, another year of my life will pass in few minute time. Still, I'm seating alone in my room in front of my PC, surfing the net n receiving SMS greetings from my friend. who say I dun wanna go out.i wan to, but alone? Well some of the guys did ask me out but I decline it. They all went in pair. Me? Just dun wanna be the pain in the ass for them. Let them "date-date".
Ha ha ha... so here I am, blogging alone and still single in my room listen to the 8tv live broadcast at da same time (the artist perform is pretty suck specially "Yu He", sorry gal u not the type to sing live and she sound like some karaoke singing chick.... but pretty cute (>_^)).
Well talking about relation, most of what I had never work out. If not being dump, they just left without a word. I dun blame them, me not good with words. Sometime I just say what it appear to me. I'm not a hypocrite. I'm myself. Wow, I can hear people screaming right now. *Sign*. Just another day of single, it's a good thing some times, But most of the time feel like "desperate house kiddo"....he he he...
Well I believe in fate. May be one day. May be later. May be...
But future is for me to create not change!
Love ya!!
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Saving My Own Life
" Where did I go wrong, I lost myself...
Somewhere along in the bitterness...
And I would have stayed up all night...
Had I known how to save this life..."
Somewhere along in the bitterness...
And I would have stayed up all night...
Had I known how to save this life..."
I have a great job, good pay, good environment, nice place to live, nice neighborhood... I keep wondering to myself "is this the type of life I'm going to be living in for another 10 to 20 years?". Some how, the question create a resentment in me. I hate to answer it as I already know the answer to it. I guest....
A great man once told me, not knowing what I want clearly is the most dangerous decision would 1 ever made. Because it's a way to escape from getting what I want. A back door. have I reminde myself for so many times yet. I have done nothing to change it. I have betrayed my own life. Keep thinking of it make me feel so low...
Some how there are a small side of me that say "You are doing the life living thing, un-consciously, it doesn't have to be big..." "No! It gotta to be big!" Say my other half. "Yet u haven't done anything to make it happen, and you doesn't seem to be having one "what u want in life thing!" so stop bullsh!ting aroung and work the hell out of your ass!!"
Yeap, my mind is totally messy lot sa stuff going on up there. Just cant seem to find a clear vision of my life, and no patient at all... Did I just say no patient?? which mean I must have some thing in mind, but didn't go out and do it. What a mess I have gotten into.
Yes, I have this vision for world peace. I believe in human race. I believe all human have 1 common thing in our life... which is music... like Bob Marley sayz, his vision is to unite the world with music. But still he died of drug abuse. Unlike the movies, in reality good people die early. People can take other people life with just 1 tick of the pistol trigger. Since no one to be blame the religious party and other so called "moral and right protection movement" blame. Blame the music it self ...
And rock and roll was among the victim. They call em' satanism, ghost wore shipper, sex, drug and alcohol are all being pointed at this great music. Beside people who sang classic, rap, hiphop, or what so ever music drink, have fun, have sex, making out and most of all take drug... but nobody see em'. Because may be the way they dress look clean...tidy... nice fashionable well rock on the other hand look dark, gothic they called it. But hey common it just a dress. Why blame us for the way we are and blame us for the thing that every body in the world do???!!!
Even in my family, people don't believe at me when I say music especially rock can change the world into a better place. They look down on me and say "it is noisy and get on with the reality!! Rock can't change the world!!". " Stop day dreaming it, just one of your fantasies!!".
Well let me tell ya this!!! I don't give a f@ck what you say!! Because rocking is my life!! I'm happy rocking out with my friend because is what I wanted to do. I'm not a hypocrite pretend to like stuff that other people like... rocking to my is like to love a person it can be force...it natural...it's me.....I not legend.... I'm not Beowolf.... but I'm wrock.... and I'm Kai!!!!!
So to all fella' rocker out there... rock ya life out.... be in contribution... as 1 day believe me...
1 rock concert can change histories.... and unite people in this world.... into one unit we called the human race!!!
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Monday, December 3, 2007
WHEN NATURE CALL
WELL HERE I'M...
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...
WAITING FOR TOMORROW TO COME...
BUT, WILL IT EVER COME...
AS THIS BODY WAS NOT MINE FROM THE BEGINNING...
THE JUDAS SAY WE ARE CREATED FROM LIGHT...
THE BIBLE AND KORAN SAY WE ARE MADE FROM LAND...
AND THE BUDDHIST SAY WE ARE CREATED BY SMALL ATOM...
WHAT EVER THEY SAY...
WE ARE STILL JUST A GUEST TO THIS HOST....
AS DAY COME WHERE WE WILL HAVE TO GIVE IT BACK...
BUT, BEFORE THAT COULD HAPPEN...
WE LIVE...
I LIVE....I SHARE...I GIVE...I CARE...
FOR THE AIR THAT I BREATH...
FOR TH BEAUTY THAT I SEE...
FOR THE LIVE THIS I LIVE...
I THANK YOU...
THE SUPREME BEING IF U EVER EXISTED.....
MY PARENT FOR GIVING ME THIS LIVE...
EVERYONE FOR SHOWING ME THE BEAUTY OF LIVE...
BIG... SMALL....BEAUTY....UGLY BUT NICE TO SEE...
THAT IS WHAT EVERY THING MEANT TO ME...
SHALL I REMEMBER THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...
"BORN WITH LOVE, LIVE WITHOUT FEAR, REST IN PEACE!"
K-EEPS PEACE
A-ROUND THE WORLD
I-LOVE YOU ALL
BudokMilo 2 Dec 2007
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT...
WAITING FOR TOMORROW TO COME...
BUT, WILL IT EVER COME...
AS THIS BODY WAS NOT MINE FROM THE BEGINNING...
THE JUDAS SAY WE ARE CREATED FROM LIGHT...
THE BIBLE AND KORAN SAY WE ARE MADE FROM LAND...
AND THE BUDDHIST SAY WE ARE CREATED BY SMALL ATOM...
WHAT EVER THEY SAY...
WE ARE STILL JUST A GUEST TO THIS HOST....
AS DAY COME WHERE WE WILL HAVE TO GIVE IT BACK...
BUT, BEFORE THAT COULD HAPPEN...
WE LIVE...
I LIVE....I SHARE...I GIVE...I CARE...
FOR THE AIR THAT I BREATH...
FOR TH BEAUTY THAT I SEE...
FOR THE LIVE THIS I LIVE...
I THANK YOU...
THE SUPREME BEING IF U EVER EXISTED.....
MY PARENT FOR GIVING ME THIS LIVE...
EVERYONE FOR SHOWING ME THE BEAUTY OF LIVE...
BIG... SMALL....BEAUTY....UGLY BUT NICE TO SEE...
THAT IS WHAT EVERY THING MEANT TO ME...
SHALL I REMEMBER THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE...
"BORN WITH LOVE, LIVE WITHOUT FEAR, REST IN PEACE!"
K-EEPS PEACE
A-ROUND THE WORLD
I-LOVE YOU ALL
BudokMilo 2 Dec 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Our deepest fear
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate...
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous...
Actually, who are you not to be...
Playing small doesn't serve the world...
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you...
We are all meant to shine, as children do...
We were born to make manifest the glory that is within us...
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone...
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same...
As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others..."
- Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of a Course InMiracles (New York: Harper Collins, 1992)
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure...
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous...
Actually, who are you not to be...
Playing small doesn't serve the world...
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you...
We are all meant to shine, as children do...
We were born to make manifest the glory that is within us...
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone...
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same...
As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others..."
- Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of a Course InMiracles (New York: Harper Collins, 1992)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Second Angkasawan in 2 years?
My oh my, after spending around RM90 million to send Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor to space, the Ministry of Science, Technology and Innovation is said to be planning to send the second angkasawan Faiz Khaleed to space, in 2 years time. The Minister, Dato' Sri Dr. Jamaludin Jarjis, even proudly announced that another competition will be held to select a backup for Faiz Khaleed, the army dentist. Now, i don't like that word "competition". It's like yet another Reality TV show that serve to fulfill one's dream rather than seriously developing Malaysia's aerospace industry. Why pre-determined Faiz Khaleed as the second angkasawan? Why can't we picked those who have committed themselves in aerospace research? Or at least start a proper plan of outlaying national space programme rather than using money to fulfill a nation's or maybe a person's dream. We don't even have enough human capital to develop our own aircraft yet! Seriously, nations like Japan, Korea and India, are laughing at how our media has turn a normal spaceflight participant into a heroic Cosmonaut. Media in Middle East, on the other hand, are hailing Dr. Sheikh as the first MALAY and the third MUSLIM to go to space. Hmmm....by the way maybe the media in Middle East do not know that his flight is also "sponsored" by money from Chinese, Indian, Kadazan, Iban, Melanau, Bidayuh, Bajau, Penan, Orang Ulu, Dayak, considering that they also pay their income tax. :)
Now that a dream has been made possible (by spending money of course), Malaysians should now go back to reality! Like I've always mentioned, it's not wrong to send a Malaysian to space, but it's definitely unfair to do it at the expense of struggling farmers, fishermen, the jobless, the poor, or even the single mothers! The RM90 million spent on a spaceflight could have trained 180 medical doctors who could have done more good to the country, and boost the much needed human capital, RM90 million could have also turned into thousands of low-cost houses for the low-income families. It is also amazing how the Angkasawan's news has "covered up" the more prevailing news of the brutal killing Nurin, rising road accidents, rising of consumer product's prices, the growing rate of unemployment and the disturbing corruptions in Malaysian judiciary system.
Sorry if i sound like i'm not patriotic but being patriotic is more than just sailing the oceans, conquering Himalayas, walking on Antarctica or even being a spaceflight participant in Russian-powered ISS.
Being patriotic is more than enough by just fulfilling our roles and responsibilities as a MALAYSIAN and serving the people living around us, not because they are Chinese, Malay, Indian, Kadazan, Iban, Bidayuh, Bajau, Melanau, etc but because they are Bangsa Malaysia.
Selamat Hari Raya to all!
Adopted By Kee Man...one of the greatest mind in the world....
Now that a dream has been made possible (by spending money of course), Malaysians should now go back to reality! Like I've always mentioned, it's not wrong to send a Malaysian to space, but it's definitely unfair to do it at the expense of struggling farmers, fishermen, the jobless, the poor, or even the single mothers! The RM90 million spent on a spaceflight could have trained 180 medical doctors who could have done more good to the country, and boost the much needed human capital, RM90 million could have also turned into thousands of low-cost houses for the low-income families. It is also amazing how the Angkasawan's news has "covered up" the more prevailing news of the brutal killing Nurin, rising road accidents, rising of consumer product's prices, the growing rate of unemployment and the disturbing corruptions in Malaysian judiciary system.
Sorry if i sound like i'm not patriotic but being patriotic is more than just sailing the oceans, conquering Himalayas, walking on Antarctica or even being a spaceflight participant in Russian-powered ISS.
Being patriotic is more than enough by just fulfilling our roles and responsibilities as a MALAYSIAN and serving the people living around us, not because they are Chinese, Malay, Indian, Kadazan, Iban, Bidayuh, Bajau, Melanau, etc but because they are Bangsa Malaysia.
Selamat Hari Raya to all!
Adopted By Kee Man...one of the greatest mind in the world....
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
औतुमं इन मय हार्ट
Autumn In My Heart
Season season have passed...
as age grow older...
I welcome autumn to my heart...
where peace are found...
and heat are forgotten...
times simply slip away...
and we human always up and down...
as we fall...
pick something up as we climb up...
never give in nor give up...
I stand for love and peace...
Thursday, September 20, 2007
एवं अल्मिघ्टी
EVAN ALMIGHTY
THE MOVIE MAKES ME REMEMBER WHO I WANTED TO BE ONCE, THE MAN WHO CAN CHANGE THE WORLD. AS I GROW OLDER, I REALIZE THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE. TOO MANY LOGIC RUNNING IN MY HEAD. UN-SOLVE, UN-RESOLVE, UN-UNDERSTAND...
BUT TODAY, AS I WAS WATCHING "EVAN ALMIGHTY", THE MOVIE ACTUALLY MAKE ME REALIZE ONE THING, THE WORLD CAN BE CHANGE. BUT THE QUESTION IS HOW? EVAN BUILT HIS "ARK" AS NOAH DO. WHAT DOES THIS "ARK" FOR? AS IN THE MOVIE IT SAY "TO CHANGE THE WORLD IT START WITH ONE ACT OF RANDOM KINDNESS....ARK
SO THE QUESTION NOW, CAN I CHANGE THE WORLD? THE ANSWER IS YES. HOW? THAT IS FOR YOU TO FIND OUT!!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
अ स्टोरी फ्रों थे PAST
A STORY FROM THE PASS
A MAN, IN THE NAZI TIME...
HE SAY...
THE NAZI....FIRST COME FOR THE COMMUNIST...
I DIDN'T STAND UP...COZ I'M NOT A COMMUNIST...
AFTER THEY WERE WIPE OUT...THEY GO FOR THE JEWISH...
I DIDN'T STAND UP...COZ I'M NOT A JEW...
THEN THEY COME FOR THE CHATHOLIC...
I DIDN'T STAND UP...COZ I'M NOT...
THEN THEY COME FOR ME...
THERE WAS NOTHING TO STAND UP FOR ANYMORE..........
A MAN, IN THE NAZI TIME...
HE SAY...
THE NAZI....FIRST COME FOR THE COMMUNIST...
I DIDN'T STAND UP...COZ I'M NOT A COMMUNIST...
AFTER THEY WERE WIPE OUT...THEY GO FOR THE JEWISH...
I DIDN'T STAND UP...COZ I'M NOT A JEW...
THEN THEY COME FOR THE CHATHOLIC...
I DIDN'T STAND UP...COZ I'M NOT...
THEN THEY COME FOR ME...
THERE WAS NOTHING TO STAND UP FOR ANYMORE..........
My Wish Lyrics
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah.
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
by Rascal Flatts
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
THE DETAIL
Always I knew about myself...
Denial of the truth as part of my life...
never take note of what surround me...
But all I know...
I know what I really really know...
deep down in me...
I wanna change the world...
Shift it into other direction...
the direction where there's no war...
love shines the world...
no hunger..
Denial of the truth as part of my life...
never take note of what surround me...
But all I know...
I know what I really really know...
deep down in me...
I wanna change the world...
Shift it into other direction...
the direction where there's no war...
love shines the world...
no hunger..
Sunday, September 16, 2007
THE UN-FROZEN THRONE
Land of the throne unconquer and touch...
Lies the people of thousand races...
But never they show their differences...
As they live with respect of those along side them....
Peaceful and harmony...
As we living in this world...
Harmony and unity shouls be preserved...
As there are no races more powerfull...
Then the races....
We all called HUMAN RACE!!!!
PHOTO OF BANGKOK
Click on da photo
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Remembering Sept 11
It still fresh in my mind...
D day of disaster...
Many life was sacrifices...
For no reason at all...
Still the claim was the work towards peace...
Still they use the name of God...
To kill... to destroy... to demolish....
It was also the day my late grandfather pass away...
It still fresh in my mind...
How he put a stop on his breath...
and go in peace...
living me with words of wisdom....
memory of joy n laughter...
tears and pain...
to help me grow....
to become a man...
yet tent to be a boy...
I am who I am...
will always be who I am...
and grow... grow... and grow.....
D day of disaster...
Many life was sacrifices...
For no reason at all...
Still the claim was the work towards peace...
Still they use the name of God...
To kill... to destroy... to demolish....
It was also the day my late grandfather pass away...
It still fresh in my mind...
How he put a stop on his breath...
and go in peace...
living me with words of wisdom....
memory of joy n laughter...
tears and pain...
to help me grow....
to become a man...
yet tent to be a boy...
I am who I am...
will always be who I am...
and grow... grow... and grow.....
A Punk'd Who Finally Graduated.
As I rock a thousand song...
and play different tune...
on the sept 2...
UMS finally give me a scroll...
me a graduated punk rocker...
as for now...
me will still continue rocking the world till their sock off!!!
LET'S ROCK!!!
and play different tune...
on the sept 2...
UMS finally give me a scroll...
me a graduated punk rocker...
as for now...
me will still continue rocking the world till their sock off!!!
LET'S ROCK!!!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Will Be Flying Tomorro
I wonder...
Is this a blessing...
Keep me wondering...
Is the soul of the pass...
really wondering in this land...
we call home...
I always have that sense..
That some one watching over me...
What ever do...
What ever choice I make...
I thank them for that...
Life must go on...
I must move on...
we must stay on...
Believe in the live given...
appreciate every moment...
Is this a blessing...
Keep me wondering...
Is the soul of the pass...
really wondering in this land...
we call home...
I always have that sense..
That some one watching over me...
What ever do...
What ever choice I make...
I thank them for that...
Life must go on...
I must move on...
we must stay on...
Believe in the live given...
appreciate every moment...
Friday, August 24, 2007
MY KAMPUNG LIFE
CLICK ON DA PHOTO TO GO TO MY GALERY
Balik kampung..oh...oh...oh... balik kampung...
A TRIBUTE TO A FRIEND...
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美琼
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美琼
Long Way To The Top
As I reach home today, been thinking, it has been a week since I drop down to my home town... It has been 3 years for me abroad... It has been 5 years since I make vow to graduate... It has been 10 years of youth... It has 17 years of studies... till this day... it has been 23 years of my life....
Tears and joy, love and hate, friends and foes (did i ever have 1?? can't remember), beauty and ugly but nice to see... (^_^).... times goes by.... and here I am, the moment which I have been waiting for. The moment I've been struggling to let my parent see...feel...witness... how to be in a hall where their son name are called to receive a scroll... a son...who was a black sheep in the family, the son who did a lot of sins... the son who once hurt his parent feelings...now graduating...
I did it all for them... never in my life I wanted to graduate... never cross my heart to ever study this far... I'm a kampung boy.... for ever will I remain who I am.....forever will not I forget where I'm from and who I am....
Tears and joy, love and hate, friends and foes (did i ever have 1?? can't remember), beauty and ugly but nice to see... (^_^).... times goes by.... and here I am, the moment which I have been waiting for. The moment I've been struggling to let my parent see...feel...witness... how to be in a hall where their son name are called to receive a scroll... a son...who was a black sheep in the family, the son who did a lot of sins... the son who once hurt his parent feelings...now graduating...
I did it all for them... never in my life I wanted to graduate... never cross my heart to ever study this far... I'm a kampung boy.... for ever will I remain who I am.....forever will not I forget where I'm from and who I am....
Thursday, August 23, 2007
爱转角
我伪装着
不露痕迹的 想在你身边
静静的陪 着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了 记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲 不去害怕结果
假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口 你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我 就是我的美
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心
我却难以将你的目光拉近
歌手：罗志祥 专辑：爱转角 冠军
不露痕迹的 想在你身边
静静的陪 着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了 记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲 不去害怕结果
假设有个以后 你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口 你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我 就是我的美
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心
我却难以将你的目光拉近
歌手：罗志祥 专辑：爱转角 冠军
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Homeward Bound
Guns N Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine Lyrics
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that
special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me
of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Rice with fry chicken's drumstick and soy sauce!!
suddently fee like the good'ol dayz....
where me and grandpa eat together...
white rice...
fried chicken's drumstick...
and soy sauce for me...
white rice...
fried salted dry fish...
and anchovy sauce for grandpa...
both of us like omelet egg....
it simple but delicious....
ugly but nice to see...
miss those childhood dayz...
where me and grandpa eat together...
white rice...
fried chicken's drumstick...
and soy sauce for me...
white rice...
fried salted dry fish...
and anchovy sauce for grandpa...
both of us like omelet egg....
it simple but delicious....
ugly but nice to see...
miss those childhood dayz...
WILL IT EVER COME
Will it ever come...
the day I graduate...
standing om the promenade...
seeking to find renegade...
will it ever come...
the day I found a partner for life...
to built my magnificent hive...
where there's not shy nor lie...
will it ever come...
when the day I make mum and dad really proud...
then I can cry out loud...
there will only be sun shine, no cloud......
will it ever come...
will it ever come...
will it ever come...
as i ponder and wonder...
a word stuck in my head...
which was spoken by me all the time...
FUTURE ARE NOT TO BE CHANGE...
FUTURE ARE TO BE BUILT...
CREATE...
the day I graduate...
standing om the promenade...
seeking to find renegade...
will it ever come...
the day I found a partner for life...
to built my magnificent hive...
where there's not shy nor lie...
will it ever come...
when the day I make mum and dad really proud...
then I can cry out loud...
there will only be sun shine, no cloud......
will it ever come...
will it ever come...
will it ever come...
as i ponder and wonder...
a word stuck in my head...
which was spoken by me all the time...
FUTURE ARE NOT TO BE CHANGE...
FUTURE ARE TO BE BUILT...
CREATE...
一个人走
一个人走
作词：余天龙/瑞业 作曲：余天龙
编曲：余天龙 演唱：余天龙
夕阳斜照的角度
眼前的路看不清楚
闪亮中带点冷酷
还听到风的速度
只是现在我想逃出
回到爱你的最初
后视镜里灯火夜色在对抗
再看不见你转过身的悲伤
该不该放手如果这一切已到尽头
要离开你一个人走
风在背后 没有你飞不远
要离开你一个人走
我不回头想忘记你的脸忘不掉的脸
要离开你一个人走
风在背后没有你飞不远
要离开你一个人走
我不回头假装你在身边
一直到永远就算世界末日那天
也不能停止我的坚决
怎能让你一个人走
现在以后我不愿飞太远
怎能让你一个人走
如果从头你还在心里面
爱在心里面.....
作词：余天龙/瑞业 作曲：余天龙
编曲：余天龙 演唱：余天龙
夕阳斜照的角度
眼前的路看不清楚
闪亮中带点冷酷
还听到风的速度
只是现在我想逃出
回到爱你的最初
后视镜里灯火夜色在对抗
再看不见你转过身的悲伤
该不该放手如果这一切已到尽头
要离开你一个人走
风在背后 没有你飞不远
要离开你一个人走
我不回头想忘记你的脸忘不掉的脸
要离开你一个人走
风在背后没有你飞不远
要离开你一个人走
我不回头假装你在身边
一直到永远就算世界末日那天
也不能停止我的坚决
怎能让你一个人走
现在以后我不愿飞太远
怎能让你一个人走
如果从头你还在心里面
爱在心里面.....
Friday, August 10, 2007
Condolence to a friend
In memory of a friend
you brought me up from darkness to light,
u help me see when my vision are out of sight,
stand by me when no one by my side...
I wanna thankyou for every thing u thought me,
I acknowledge you for turning a devil to man,
I am in my deepest hollow for your journey,
a sudden indeed it was...
now wind but a sudden storm...
no lightning but s sudden thunder...
goodbye...
My friend...
In Memory of a Friend 080807'
my graduation.
MY GRADUATION
Will it ever come thiz year??
Will i ever see light in my parent eye??
Will I ever see smile in their faces??
I never wanted thiz for myself...
I come all thiz way for em'...
Hoping they would be here...
juz like other parent...
now it's like tangled on a string...
like self spinning redemption....
Thursday, August 9, 2007
My Bad...
Numbness flowing over my head...
Feeling of guilt roaming in my heart...
I lost my sense of humanity...
I lost my appearance of human being...
clouded by darkness...
flooded by despair...
I have torn myself apart...
let myself drown in river of tears...
I let myself lost to my ego...
I turns my back on the light...
tears won't flow...
cigar won't burn...
liquor won't dry...
my pain won't die...
...............................................................................................................................
Its so damn troublesome being a good guy............
how i wish i could kick ppl ass and not feeling guilty....
how i wish i could hurt ppl heart and don't have to feel bad...
how i wish i juz don't have to takecare of any thing n live with nothing...
which i do best....
.................................................................................................................................
BUT WAT EVER IT IS...
I AM WHO I AM...
I'M A FREE, RESPONSIBLE AND A CARING MAN. (LP87)
Feeling of guilt roaming in my heart...
I lost my sense of humanity...
I lost my appearance of human being...
clouded by darkness...
flooded by despair...
I have torn myself apart...
let myself drown in river of tears...
I let myself lost to my ego...
I turns my back on the light...
tears won't flow...
cigar won't burn...
liquor won't dry...
my pain won't die...
...............................................................................................................................
Its so damn troublesome being a good guy............
how i wish i could kick ppl ass and not feeling guilty....
how i wish i could hurt ppl heart and don't have to feel bad...
how i wish i juz don't have to takecare of any thing n live with nothing...
which i do best....
.................................................................................................................................
BUT WAT EVER IT IS...
I AM WHO I AM...
I'M A FREE, RESPONSIBLE AND A CARING MAN. (LP87)
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
should or shouldn't I??
As times goes by...
still waiting and pondering...
trouble fuzz my head...
ego conquer my soul...
I'm stuck in the parallel time...
waiting for hope...
asking for miracle...
how I wish I could stop time...
going to distance I wan to be...
blind folded by my own selfishness...
what will happen next...
what will fall next...
still...
I keep moving on....
with a torn heart...
broken arrow...
and rusted sword...
I'll keep going on...
till the day...
the time...
kaiz 080807'
Sunday, August 5, 2007
CRIMSON LOVE
THOUSAND OF BLADE SHATERED INTO PIECES...
SLICE THROUGH MY THIN FLASH SKIN...
SLICE THROUGH MY THIN FLASH SKIN...
PIERCE INTO MY HEART...
BLEED MY SOUL...
ALL COUSE OF A SINGLE WORD...
WHICH NO IDEA HAVE I THOUGH ABOUT IT....
WHICH CARRY THOUSAND MEANING...
THAT TAKE ONE TO NO MAN LAND...
MY SPIRIT CRIES...
MY EYE BLINDS...
MY HEART STOP...
MY WORLD TURN UPSIDE DOWN...
LEFT MY EARS...
LISTEN TO SCREMING OF THE LEADS GUITAR...
BUSTING SOUND OF A SOLO DRAM...
SWEET TUNE OF THE PIANO...
MELODIC VOICE OF LAUGHING CHILDREN...
I RISE UP ON MY BOTH FEET...
LET THE WIND BLOW MY HAIR...
DUST CRASH TO MY FACE...
AS I RISE MY SWORD...
A LONG GONE RAVE...
NAMED AEGIS...
AEGIS KAI....
SHIELD OF WORLD....
PROTECTOR OF BEINGS...
I SCREAM OUT MY NAME...
OOI LENG KAI....
PEACE WARM WORLD....
MY BODY SCREEM IN PAIN AS I RUN...
RAIN OF TEARS FALLING FROM MY EYE...
WATERFALLS OF BLOOD FLOWING OUT OF MY BODY...
I CHARGE TOWARDS THE END OF LINE...
MAY BE...
EVERY THING STOPBefore HE become a MAN
Before He Became A Man... He Was A Boy...
As the story goes...
Inside the mother's womb...
A life was formed...
A baby was born...
It was a HE...
He was given name...
As he grows...
His name grows too...
In the eye of the beholder...
In the ear of the listener...
On the path of the pathfinders...
Step by step he take...
Slowly climbing the stairs way to da moon...
starting out on a journey...
he will never knew the end...
And life is a road and he wanna keep on going....
falling rain and bursting storm...
he keep on moving...
fire of hell and lightning from the sky...
will not burn his path...
the path...
the journey...
the way...
to become a MAN......
LOST
trapped in a place unknown....
finding my way home...
abandon by those who i know...
forgotten by those who i love...
captured by the hollow and sorrow...
no longer tears nor moan...
in the dark night where the wolf howl...
shivered in my cloth of skin...
remembering that day where the was hope...
I hold myself as tight as rope...
If that day would ever come...
then from here I'll be gone...
In Relation With Older Woman?!
may sound kinda wierd...
so wat...
why should I be discriminate bout age...
I probably don't know everything about her...
yet, out of a hundred million people...
I found her...
I mean wassup with d'world??
we are all human...
same air we breath...
same land step on...
why hate each other...
why causing so much pain...
can't juz we live happily with each other...
so wat...
why should I be discriminate bout age...
I probably don't know everything about her...
yet, out of a hundred million people...
I found her...
I mean wassup with d'world??
we are all human...
same air we breath...
same land step on...
why hate each other...
why causing so much pain...
can't juz we live happily with each other...
Cross Road
Cross Road
I walk on a stranger land,
with no family & no friends...
I cross the sea & touch the sand,
to find myself with no hope or plan...
I look into the dark gloomy night,
I saw the moon shine so bright...
Its reminds me of my place of birth,
where the moon shines the surface of the
earth...
It sparked my soul to keep on grow,
until the day I achieve my goal...
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